Sunday, July 17, 2011

What is your interpretation of this poem? (re-write)?

I liked it very creative mind and right now all but the meth it grabs me, for what i'm going through right now with pure darkness as a part of my life has been stolen i feel i want get back, so thank you.

Do you think I'm an ungrateful prick for feeling this way? Can anyone help me?

You don't sound ungrateful at all. It sounds as though your parents aren't helping you with your self-esteem. They may not even realise they're upsetting you, but obviously they are. Maybe try seeing a counsellor to discuss your feelings. They might have some practical advice as to how to improve your relationship with your parents, who I'm sure love you & aren't trying to upset you on purpose. I'm sorry to hear about your problem :(

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Why haven't the citizens of the United States rebelled?

The government is clearly corrupt. The middle class is being destroyed by the upper 1%. The economy looks like it might tank at any moment. The poor are getting poorer as cost of living skyrockets and pay increases only marginally. Taxes on taxes, for paying taxes. Self-interest groups with buckets of cash seem to be able to buy and sell whatever they want, including politicians. Gross inequality in the justice system allows the rich to go free for major offenses, while the poor are locked up without any chance of being treated fairly for even minor offenses. Overbearing, and over inflated federal government cinching the noose tighter around rights of it's citizens. Most of the rest of the world views the US as a bad joke at best, or ignorant hypocrites at worst. Is it because the media distracts us enough to be complacent even when we should be up in arms? I love this country, but I've grown to despise the US government and it's elected officials. Presidential elections are a bad joke. Senators and congressmen waste unfathomable amounts of money debating the findings of committees and studies, flying in private official jets for personal reasons, all while carrying on scandalous activities whenever they get the chance. We wage wars over seas we have no business being in, and provide vast amounts of aid to other countries destitute, while our own poor go largely ignored. I'm a laid back guy, but the more I think about it, the more the government makes me want to take reform lessons from the french revolution. Bonus question : Does anyone own a guillotine?

A question about Ukulele chords?

you would use the same exact chords. just use a chord chart for the ukulele. but yeah, you wouldn't change the chords. i do this with tons of songs cause i play both and it works every time!

Victor Ortiz is considered a bigger underdog than Marquez! What are your thoughts?

Based from the past performances of these fighters, I would say that Manny Is having a more competitive fight against JMM. Marquez lost a very close decision to Pacquiao and although the fight this time would be on a catchweight of 144#, it is still within his fighting weight since he will come in way above that come fight time. Ortiz won just one notable fight since he fell out of favor from his promoter and that is against Andre Berto. Prior to that, he got a draw against Peterson and his performance is not on the level that can be expected from a fighter who was consider a bright prospect although his fight with Berto is an eye catching one. His loss to Maidana really damage his reputation that up to now wasn't in the former self even after winning the title in his last fight. Victor might be a champion but still untested up to this point of his career.

After 14 years why does it still hurt?

ok so the ex left me poor and destitute, after 24 years, for another woman, now he lives in a big fancy home. im on disability. the thing that bothers me is my children the ones i raised alone have my grandchildren hanging out with his new kid-why does that upset me?

HELP I CANT TAKE THIS!!!!!?

ive had anxiety for 3 years and im 18 now. Its always their, but if i take xanax or if im tired and sometimes i feel happy its like its still their but very quiet if that makes sense like its very very mild and easy to deal with. But ever since my first panic attack that changed my whole thought process, i feel like it rewired my thinking process like i think in a diffrent way, i still feel the same emotions but i cant go on vacations or sleep at anybodies house anymore because my ocd flares and i get scared cause im not home in my comfort zone. I dropped out of high school, never had a job i feel like i cant cope with living, am extremllyyyyy depressed, and ocd RULES my life. I obsess about anything like that i have schizophrenia, autism, some kind of unknown mental illness and i just obsess over it. But for the past 2 days ive been "over analyzing" i guess is the term, But im obsessing over not being unable to understand what words, emotions, jokes etc. mean. For example(and this never happend before jokes always came natural along with empathy, and sympathy up untill 2 days ago) But anyways say if someone tells me a joke before i would of got the joke laughed got the sarcasm laughed got people emotions like if there angry sad mad happy, But now its like im over analyzing every single thing if someone tells me a joke my brain goes nuts and i just cant figure out the joke i have to literly explain to myslef why i get the joke, i have to explain to myself why people are mad why there happy and its like i have to try and my brain feels like its blocking me from understanding. Even though i am understanding i still get jokes emotions and everything but the thought of getting every jone or emotion has been constintly on my mind and it causes me HUGGGEE amount of anxiety i had a horrible panic attack last night because i felt like ill never be the same again. I was on antidepressants for 3 months when i first started getting anxiety attacks, And it did wonders idk why it doesnt help other people but it literly felt like i got my life back, the anxiety was still their in the back of my mind but it was so mellow its like it wasnt their. I started sleeping at peoples houses and just applying myself even though i never got a job. But i got off it idk why i just got lazy and felt like i didnt need it anymore and ever since then my OCD has blown WAYY out of proportion and im literly in tears right now as im typing this. I cant keep living this way i just want to be able to be free and happy. But the getting emotions and jokes thing started because i read an article on aspergers and starte obsessing that i had that and thats why i feel like i dont get jokes or emotions anymore. Before i read the symptoms of aspergers i still had anxiety and depression but i felt like myslef, ive alwyas understood social cues, jokes, sarcasm, facial and body expressions, i could always tell if someone was bored of my conversation, And made eye contact. But ever since i read the symptoms i feel like i cant understand people when they talk when i make eye contact because my brain is focusing on eye contact and not the conversation and that eye contact use to come naturally so i used to be able to make eye contact before. And what i mean by i cant understand language is for example, If i told u to say the word apple over and over and over again the word seems wierd and doesnt have the same meaning, well thats exactly what my minds doing i feel like words have no meaning as if there speaking a language i dont understand and along with this feeling i get kind of like a buzz in the back of my head along with anxiety and depression and i just feel like theres a mental block in my mind. Sorry for the long long question i just need reinsurance that im going to get better and this over analyzing will go away i just cant see it happening. Please if anybody on here knows anything about this PLEASE HELP!!!