How do you know he/she was worth it? Is he/she still worth it?

stop looking for it...movies and fairy-tales are full ofshit...if you compare real life to that crap it will make you feel like a loser, a reject and an outcast in society...find someone who is a friend that you can get along with and love to be around and go from there...don't worry about it...and never judge a book by it's cover...never.